My First Birthday Without My Mom

My First Birthday Without My Mom. I admit to feeling a mix of all of these. Now that i come to understand that you won't hold my hand tell me how to handle this all i can do is reminisce.

After my birthday, my mother deteriorated quickly. She’s not here to remind you. Today i turn 25, and yet my mom is not here.

I was celebrating my birthday for her, and she was celebrating my birthday for me.

I woke up with red,. • you don’t know how much i miss you mum, and remembering that you were here with us on your last birthday makes my eyes swell. When she finally came into the world, my mom was the most fragile and precious thing to my grandparents. After my birthday, my mother deteriorated quickly.